Diamonds

I found a diamond on the floor of my school today. I don't think it's a real diamond, but it's shiny and cold if I don't touch it. It's too shiny, so yeah, I don't think it can be real.

(...hey, that's just like everything. The better something seems, the lower the likeliness of it being real. (Y) Bravo.)

I've had a nice day, I suppose. I like getting exams back, because the whole class is just a review period, and we never learn anything or do anything. (Y) It's great. I've been having these terrible stomach aches, but I dunno what's wrong with me. Sometimes it's sharp, jabbing pain on my left side (DEFINITELY LEFT) and sometimes it's this rolling, anxious feeling. Yah, problems. (N).

Other then that...I TAed today. I like those kids...yeah, I think I do. Nice little kiddies. (Except the scary one! Dunno if she is the scary one...but she scares me!).

LOL okay that's about it. Diamonds, stomach pains, TA, in case you fell asleep.

And I shall leave you with this:

BENTO = LUNCH BOX

Dizzy

I don't know what's wrong, but I feel really crappy right now. You know when you are sick, or have an ear infection, or go on an elevator or airplane, and your ears are like "WOAHHHHH" and are like...plugged? Well that's how ONE of my ears feels, and its making me so dizzy I could just fall on the floor. LOL.

NOT LOL. It's really...I feel REALLY BAD. When I tilt my head, my whole body just wants to FALL to that side.

...I need to go play violin.

What a grey, yucky, crappy day. I am so down. Meh.

Well then. Reluctantly yours, Jennifer.

I love aquariums

I thought this was kind of trippy...so yeah, here it is.

I had a dream last night, and it was wacked out. But basically, there was something in it that was so interesting...I think it was inspired from a video I watched before going to bed last night. I've been kind of hooked on FT Island mv's (...they...are...so...BEAUTIFUL!). Some of the lyrics...just knocked me out.

"You already know me so well without saying anything
It's weird to confess so suddenly
Why do you only believe me if I say it to you everyday?

Why do you always doubt me?

It's tiring the hundredth time

Oddly enough, it becomes tiresome

Why do you want to hear 'I love you'?

I've already showed you so much proof."

Okay, that was long. ANYWAYS. Here is my point (I always seem to have a hard time finding it! Where are you point? I miss you sometimes. It's dull without you...teehee...if you get the pun, we can be friends. :D): I HAD AN EPIPHANY.

A relationship = A fishtank

Pretty words = Nice rocks

YOU CAN FILL THE WHOLE TANK WITH PRETTY ROCKS, BUT THAT WON'T HIDE THE FACT THAT THE FISH ARE DEAD.

So yeah kids. That's my lesson. Take care of your fish. Those other things are pointless (dullful...I'm on a roll). Pretty words are pretty, but they don't get you anywhere in the end. :)

HBD Utada Hikaru

Here's my Utada tribute. :) Happy birthday. I LOVE YOU!!

"When you walk away
You don't hear me say
Please, oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go."
-Simple & Clean

"The more I wish for your happiness,
The more selfish I become

As the small earth rotates
I learn to be more kind
I want to hug you once more
As soft as I can."
-Casshern

"It's only love.

What a beautiful boy,
Who doesn't even know how beautiful he is."
-Beautiful World

"My heart's a battleground."
-Passion


And my personal favourite:

"All I ever wanted was to see an orange sunset with you."
-Colours

So do elephants, btw.

Your hand on my shoulder weighs a ton.

I get kind of confused, because I don't understand the dynamic, the atmosphere, between us. I just don't get it. Heh, I've been dwelling on this for a little while, but here's the truth: YOU CONFUSE THE HELL OUT OF ME.

...I feel a little better.

It's probably because I think too much, but I find it all too interesting to just pass by. And heck, I think you're cool. You're one great duder. That's the truth.

:) (Y) Keep on keeping on, kid.

OMG

I have a follower.

Life looks brighter now. ;)

I Can't Marry You.

I have a problem.

I suppose you could say I have "commitment issues", but one way or another, I always fail in consistency and CONSTANT-icity. Well, let's make a toast, and hope this time, I can work out my issues and actually be faithful. ;)

All my efforts of the documentation and preservation of my life usually end up as lost causes. I have a drawer full of NOT EVEN HALF FILLED diaries. They all start off with the same entry. "I know I have not been good in the past, but I will write everyday!" This lasts approximately one day.

Maybe this is an indication of something more. LOL Me, commitment issues?!

(I think I have them. Sorry blog, I just can't get into a deep relationship right now.)