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My brother just said, "You have no life. Unless you're Edward Cullen."

Haha, that's great man. I told him to go away. He punched me.

WHAT'S UP EVERYONE?!

Strange things happened. To everyone who said it was obvious, kudos to you. Haha, he guessed it yesterday. I'm still deciding on how I feel. I dunno, he was pretty chill about it, but man...Yeah, I don't know how I feel.

I was alright for the first bit, just talking with him. Chill, I guess. But I dunno, I felt like a crappy person. LOL it was an interesting moment. First time I ever did anything for myself like this. First time I ever went after something I really wanted.

...Haha, I kind of failed but...the idea is there. Jenn can go after the things she wants. Man, now I have to FIND those things.

...Eh. I'll go mull over math some more. Still have to do French too. FML.

Naps

Yo I am feeling terrible right now. I was reading this book and then I put my head down and down and thought, "This is really comfortable," and then I was asleep.

Haha, it's actually my fault. I knew it would happen. Dummy me! My mom actually woke me up halfway, to make me get under the covers. But then I just felt...crappy. So I just got up and now...Dunno where everyone is. LOL I WAKE UP AND I'M LIKE ALONE.

Bah I'm feeling better.

Beading.

Chill.

Life's pretty good for now. :D

Another Sunday

Another Sunday. Deja vu, AGAIN!

So, another day has gone by. I set out to finish math, english, french and am hist. I finished English and French. Maybe half of math. NO am hist.

Not too bad. Not bad at all.

I certainly could have done worse today. Haha.

I finished A Separate Peace. Usually I like these school novels, but this one was...I dunno seemed too unrealistic.

Man distracted again.

Lame lame lame lame lame lame. Hate being distracted. I guess I could be using this time to do math. But...no sorry lazy.

Okay bed time. LOL this blog spanned over like an hour.

Not even interesting.

Sorry for wasting your time.
































:) Love you.

Dear Jennifer

Hey, this is just a reminder to me.

Jennifer, don't angst. It's stupid. It's depressing. It's NOT COOL.

Love,

Jenn

PS. This goes for everyone. If I'm not allowed to do it, no one is allowed to do it! ;D

"No..."

You see that title? LOL NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I'm supposed to be doing math, but I can't focus. I am so angry...I thought our math ISU was on the 27th but it's actually on the 21st. Which sucks a lot of stuff. Because that's the day of my English content test. And the day my French poster is due. And the day that American history is due. PLUS the day after the music concert. ARE YOU @*#$@*#%$@(#$ ME?! LIKE HONESTLY, WHAT IS THIS?!

...Just want to cry right now. Thinking about it all it just too stressful.

So we'll think about something stupider.

...........I'm still smarting over it........But I think it's kind of funny so...here we go...

So...we're talking talking talking talking...and then my buddy comes up and says, "HEY. HEY, SHE'S NOT INTO YOU, OKAY? GET A CLUE".

"..." <-- awkward silence shared by both of us. LOL.

"DO YOU GET IT?! SHE'S NOT INTO YOU."

"..." LOL GETS EVEN AWKWARDER!

Then he goes: "Whatever. I'm not into her either."

.............................................................................

Did you hear that? Oh, right, it's the sound of my HEART BREAKING!

LOL. I wanted to just chase after him and be like "NO! I'M INTO YOU, I'M INTO YOU." :( Huh...

I just...it's so different this time, because it's not just me being stupid, admiring from afar or whatever. I actually kind of know this kid, and I dunno, makes it different. Huh, whatever.

AND YO. I had a crazy dream last night. Dreamt that we had gotten the MIA thing, but like people were really, really angry with us, which is why we always ate lunch in the MIA office. And like, Yooseung and Jason were telling us about our new lives, and how we would have body guards and stuff and could never be alone. But I made the mistake of going alone somewhere, and then these three crazy chicks broke the glass and started coming after me and throwing glass at me. I ran down to the elevator and then to the stairs, but they thought I went in the elevator.

...Okay, the point is, IT WAS CRAZY SCARY. Man. Okay, whatever.

Over.

Okay Home

Okay home. LOL HAHA FEELS LIKE A DEJA VU, BUT WHY?! ;D wink wink wink wink wink.

Okay I should be working. Holy jeez, I'm being TERRIBLE these days. During CULMINATING. This is just horrible. HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!

I should do some math. And that I will.

Ciao man.

Breakfast at Grace's

Get it? Like, Breakfast at Tiffany's? But at Grace's house? Hahahahhahahha.

I bought a book with Breakfast at Tiffany's in it. If I read it, I'll talk about it. Cool, Grace, you do that.

I'm kind of...I dunno happy sad happy sad ritardando. Feels...just confusing, I guess. I'm too cautious. Okay, lemme just say it. LOL hey Grace.

(I'm at Grace's house. She says I'm dumb. No.............I can never just express myself how I want. I know it's lame but that's just how it is, y'know.)

I'm sitting sitting sitting sitting sitting sitting sitting sitting sitting sitting sitting. Read bio Grace.

What's your plan? LOL that's a terrible plan. Okay!

So, what do I want to talk about today? Well, I just want to say that, Fariha, I voted for you! I wanted you to win! And I'm glad that David won. Sorry Olivera...I know you's a girl, but David was just so cute. (Y) (Y) (Y).

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy borrrrrrrrrrrrrooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww it!

I will borrow it to him. Or her. If you guys want something, then I'll borrow it to you. ;D Good. Grammers plused spelllengs is well. God, I'm lame...

When did you get fat? ...never. Never happened. STUDY OPTICS. IT'S NOT IMPORTANT BUT YOU GOTTA GOTTA GOTTA PLEASE! Huhhhhhh huhuhuhuh rambling on and on and on and on and on.


Kay w/e I'm gonna stop. Lol sorry for this ^.

MORE?!

The days are getting better, even though there is more crap than ever. So much math to do, stupid ISU, I can't stand it. There's no motivation if we're not going to take it up in class and I can actually build on what I learn. I don't even feel myself slipping behind, because it's all "independent". Sucks.

English...I feel like it's just not as good as before. My skillz, I mean. Or rather, the lack there of. (That is such a cool phrase...love saying that.) Just...analyzing is really hard for me now. Can't SEE things anymore, or whatever. Ms. K told me last year, after a content test that I should go into English, and that I would do well as an English major or teacher. Dunno what changed, but...reading A Separate Peace just makes me feel so behind. It's an...alright book. I guess. Just...man I just can't get into anything. The Tempest was a flop too. First year that I didn't really pay attention to SP. And I always read the plays at least 2-3 times...Sorry Mr Luck. English class is fun and laidback but it's not really helping me...Slipping....slipping....

Am Hist is the cloud over me now. But as I'm doing it, I realized it's not so bad. Just gotta keep pummeling through, and make enough slides to last one whole period. I'm just worried about that. Oprah is pretty interesting though. Guess we just gotta stretch it out.

Okay, now on to the fun stuff. LOL SHUT UP IT'S FUN TO ME! I gave it to him, if anyone's wondering. Haha, it was nice, I guess. I think he liked it? So proud of myself.

I know that it all seems really trivial and childish, Grace (LOL talking to the lonely soul that reads my blog...man...), but I really feel like...I've grown up. ;D Haha, your mom was right! I feel like...my whole approach to this is so different from before. Like...I dunno, the whole time, I just kept thinking, wow! I'm actually doing this! I'm taking a little something into my own hands.

...LOL so yah, I'm feeling pretty accomplished right about...now! Tired as heck, but...pretty good.

Kenny and Ivan and Billy are sick. Shout out to y'all. Feel better kiddies. Don't walk in the rain.

:) I didn't have to walk/bus today, because Daddy was home! :D Yahhhhhhh.

I know that just means less exercise for me, but I had lent my umbrella to someone, so walking was not practical today. I'll pay for it later, I guess, when I'm old and can't walk anymore. I'll think back and wish I had walked that rainy, May day. (Mayday!!).

Kay, back to Am Hist. It's not that sexy or beautiful, but I don't really care. Don't think Mr. Brown will care either. (Mr. Brown! You're my hero!!) Just gotta rock 'em sock 'em with the presentation.

Tah-tah.

Continuation

Watch this.

WASN'T THAT CRAZY?!

Man. Crazy. Crazy. Crazy. I'm like AHHH!

Jumping all over the place.

I was reading over old files, because I had no pressing matters to think about, aka no homework (lots of culminating, but let's not think about that...). It's been a swell day too, with nothing to do all day, no tests, assignments...I just chilled all day! Swell swell swell swell swell!!

I...wow, just happy. TA was okay? Not that many people went, so it was a small group. The other TA's just read LOTF or played solitaire. We don't even try to help out anymore, eh? We just sit in the back for an hour. :) Happy times.

I made G-whizz a bracelet today. It's green. Pretty. I have a yellow one that matches. Yay!

I need new beads. More asiany, round, glass beads, because I think they make the prettiest, simplest bracelets. Too much stuff is just irritating for the skin and the eyes. I like single or double coloured bracelets, just because they are so neutral. You can't go WRONG. :)

NEED MORE BEADS. That's alllllllllls.

A Good Day

Today was a good day.

YOU CAN MAKE FUN OF ME ABOUT IT, BUT IT DOESN'T MATTER BECAUSE I'M HAPPY.

...:)

I'll write more later.

Door bell is ringingggg!!

Broke the Pattern

Hey, first of all, I'm sorry. Sorry for not following the pattern, Billy. But this is the first blog of May!

Happy May everyone. Can you believe it?! It's almost the end of the year!! I'm excited and not, because HOLY CRAP ITS ALMOST UNIVERSITY TIME. Half excited, half AHHHH!

Anyways, I got a haircut today. It's just shorter. I feel not much different. I got converse! Purple ones! I just keep putting them on...can't wait to wear them. And my sweater vest! Oooohhhhhhh so wacked out today. Can't seem to settle down and work a little. I did some math. French and English left! Maybe some Chem and Physics too...ahh....

I tried to organize my music yesterday, but that was a bust. It's too...random and too much to do. :S I have songs from everywhere...there's no consistency at all. Haha, it's like half evanescence, half taylor swift. @__@ Huh...

Switzerland looks like a swell place to go.

...That's about it today, haha.

Grace you can have some candy if I bring the tin to school.

I had a dream too. Involved my phone being broken, the Finch bus, a certain someone and Legos all over the place.

Too...strange to describe. I think my subconscious is trying to tell me something...

Kay, peace. Sorry again for breaking the pattern.

Maybe I can find another one...