"No..."

You see that title? LOL NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I'm supposed to be doing math, but I can't focus. I am so angry...I thought our math ISU was on the 27th but it's actually on the 21st. Which sucks a lot of stuff. Because that's the day of my English content test. And the day my French poster is due. And the day that American history is due. PLUS the day after the music concert. ARE YOU @*#$@*#%$@(#$ ME?! LIKE HONESTLY, WHAT IS THIS?!

...Just want to cry right now. Thinking about it all it just too stressful.

So we'll think about something stupider.

...........I'm still smarting over it........But I think it's kind of funny so...here we go...

So...we're talking talking talking talking...and then my buddy comes up and says, "HEY. HEY, SHE'S NOT INTO YOU, OKAY? GET A CLUE".

"..." <-- awkward silence shared by both of us. LOL.

"DO YOU GET IT?! SHE'S NOT INTO YOU."

"..." LOL GETS EVEN AWKWARDER!

Then he goes: "Whatever. I'm not into her either."

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Did you hear that? Oh, right, it's the sound of my HEART BREAKING!

LOL. I wanted to just chase after him and be like "NO! I'M INTO YOU, I'M INTO YOU." :( Huh...

I just...it's so different this time, because it's not just me being stupid, admiring from afar or whatever. I actually kind of know this kid, and I dunno, makes it different. Huh, whatever.

AND YO. I had a crazy dream last night. Dreamt that we had gotten the MIA thing, but like people were really, really angry with us, which is why we always ate lunch in the MIA office. And like, Yooseung and Jason were telling us about our new lives, and how we would have body guards and stuff and could never be alone. But I made the mistake of going alone somewhere, and then these three crazy chicks broke the glass and started coming after me and throwing glass at me. I ran down to the elevator and then to the stairs, but they thought I went in the elevator.

...Okay, the point is, IT WAS CRAZY SCARY. Man. Okay, whatever.

Over.