MORE?!

The days are getting better, even though there is more crap than ever. So much math to do, stupid ISU, I can't stand it. There's no motivation if we're not going to take it up in class and I can actually build on what I learn. I don't even feel myself slipping behind, because it's all "independent". Sucks.

English...I feel like it's just not as good as before. My skillz, I mean. Or rather, the lack there of. (That is such a cool phrase...love saying that.) Just...analyzing is really hard for me now. Can't SEE things anymore, or whatever. Ms. K told me last year, after a content test that I should go into English, and that I would do well as an English major or teacher. Dunno what changed, but...reading A Separate Peace just makes me feel so behind. It's an...alright book. I guess. Just...man I just can't get into anything. The Tempest was a flop too. First year that I didn't really pay attention to SP. And I always read the plays at least 2-3 times...Sorry Mr Luck. English class is fun and laidback but it's not really helping me...Slipping....slipping....

Am Hist is the cloud over me now. But as I'm doing it, I realized it's not so bad. Just gotta keep pummeling through, and make enough slides to last one whole period. I'm just worried about that. Oprah is pretty interesting though. Guess we just gotta stretch it out.

Okay, now on to the fun stuff. LOL SHUT UP IT'S FUN TO ME! I gave it to him, if anyone's wondering. Haha, it was nice, I guess. I think he liked it? So proud of myself.

I know that it all seems really trivial and childish, Grace (LOL talking to the lonely soul that reads my blog...man...), but I really feel like...I've grown up. ;D Haha, your mom was right! I feel like...my whole approach to this is so different from before. Like...I dunno, the whole time, I just kept thinking, wow! I'm actually doing this! I'm taking a little something into my own hands.

...LOL so yah, I'm feeling pretty accomplished right about...now! Tired as heck, but...pretty good.

Kenny and Ivan and Billy are sick. Shout out to y'all. Feel better kiddies. Don't walk in the rain.

:) I didn't have to walk/bus today, because Daddy was home! :D Yahhhhhhh.

I know that just means less exercise for me, but I had lent my umbrella to someone, so walking was not practical today. I'll pay for it later, I guess, when I'm old and can't walk anymore. I'll think back and wish I had walked that rainy, May day. (Mayday!!).

Kay, back to Am Hist. It's not that sexy or beautiful, but I don't really care. Don't think Mr. Brown will care either. (Mr. Brown! You're my hero!!) Just gotta rock 'em sock 'em with the presentation.

Tah-tah.