Oh my God.

I just hate living right now. I don't even want to talk about it, because I feel so depressing and lame and ugh.

I want to sleep and just not have the morning come.

Maybe it will be a nice day.
I don't know.
Scared.
So tired of this.

You know, I can't even try harder.
Only a few more weeks...
Until it all starts again.

Sorry for the pessimism.
Over dramatic, but I don't care.

My head is spinning with the ideas of circular motion and planets.
Understanding...physics...is...impossible...
Copernicus was pretty smart eh?
How can I shove this all in my head?!


I can do this, haha.
Hope I can, at least.
I'm counting down the days.