Summer

Yo. So it's been a nice summer. Pretty chill.

It's winding down to an end, but it'll come again, y'know?

Huh it's just hard with this MIA stuff. Have to film the movie clip thing, but it's so hard to get everyone organized. Haha, teenagers are busy busy bees. (I'm free everyday, btw).

I saw Tony today. Just got back from China a few days ago. He's a little much sometimes, but I really think he's a fun friend. The atmosphere around him is always so light and playful. Haha, it's refreshing from ANGST MONSTERS. (MANGSTERS!)

He went to the expo in Shanghai, and got to visit 17 (or 19?) of the pavilions. Wow pavilions only has one L. Damn.

Lucky!!!!! VIP executive access....damn man. Haha yah, so we all got our souvenirs today. There were bracelets and keychains and back...patting things... Uhh...water bottles...dolls that never fell down. Perfume for Tony haha.

Watched Up! too...it was cute.

Yeah, nice day.

Huh, another thing. I feel like I've been having really bad karma lately. I feel like my mind doesn't think on it's own...

Sometimes I'll see someone or something and just feel neutral. For example, I'll see a picture of a girl. In my mind, I'll think, "Think bad thoughts." And all these bad things will come out of my mind's mouth. Things like "Stupid BH! She is so effing ugly, her hair is disgusting, she has the grossest chin, she looks like a man." But then I'll think, "What about good things?" And then I'll start tacking off nice things about her, like "she has the nicest hair colour, her skin is perfect, wow her eyes are so shiny."

...And then I sit there and huh. :S My opinions of people tend to change because of that dumb tendency. I think of myself as a really judgmental person, because I do take first impressions and little dumb details seriously. But then, the next time we meet, I would probably have judged and reprimanded and reconsidered you so many times that I end up nowhere. So every encounter is sort of new, because I start it all again. :S You might rub me completely the wrong way and then be awesome then yah.

...But then again, I am only vocal when I'm comfortable and only comfortable with time.

...Hmm...

...Why did I talk about karma?

Fml, this is the worst blog ever.

...Need practice dude. W/e, bye.