The Drugs

HEY GUYS.

...more like "hey grace and mandy"...LOL how lonely.
:) Anyways, today we're talking about the drugs. I dunno about everyone else, but I think placebos really work on me. You give me something and say it will make me feel better, and heck yes, I will feel better after taking it. Like...tylenol! I have really, really, really, REALLY bad cramps. They are the worse suffering EVER, and I do not wish it on anyone.

Today was TERRIBLE. I woke up and I made myself some toast and red sugar water, to fill my stomach up. But every time I ate a little, I would want to throw it all up. I would heave and heave, but my stomach was empty, so nothing would happen. It was a double-edged sword. On one hand, when I retched, my cramps would go away. However, I was sitting there, choking on all that excess saliva and hungry but unable to eat. (LOL does anyone else find this kinda yucky? ...) So yeah, my daddy made me some egg soup to at least warm me up and fill my tummy. I felt HOT HOT HOT but FREEZING at the same time...so I just lay down on my couch and tried to sleep.

:) My mom bought me some advil and I took it and afterwards I felt MUCHO BETTER. Dunno if it was the advil or just because my body decided that one person doesn't deserve that much pain. Honestly, it's crippling. I try to suck it up and just deal with it, but I can't even move. I feel dizzy and feverish and weak and limp. If I lift my arm, it will go up, but the second it slacks, my whole arm just collapses, and then I am dizzy from the effort. @_____@ man...thanks advil.

OKAY, since I have short attention span...(and it has been TWO DAYS since writing the first few paragraphs) LETS MOVE ON.

I don't have much to say. :) But good job Mandy on the angst. I knew you could do it.